yeah, i think i've lose one of my friend, uhh. no BESTFRIEND. idk what's happening between us :( never thought that she could do that to me and kee :'( as i think of that, i feels like crying, well. she's one of my bestfriend, and she did that to us? how could she?? she blame us things that we never did, and what's that?? we've pretending all this while.. pretend that we are not even hurt by what have she did. but, deep down inside we are :( why would you changed? we want the old you abbey :( please, we trust you all this while, and saying we talk bad about you? NO abbey. NO! we would never do that stupid things? since the day you mad at me, but idk what's the reason, i can feel that you've changed, slowly going away from us? why? what did kee and me did? seriously, this is stressing us out, thinking what have we did. but, we still can't find the answer. abbey, if you're reading this. here's something for you.

ABBEY: heyy, first of all, i wanna say soryy if kee and me did something that hurts you. yeahh, we're humans we   do make mistake. i've to say that, we're disappointed w you. you've totaly changed :( why can't you just be the abbey that i used to know? okayy, we advice you bout study like, i think more than once, but you need to know that, we care bout you, we do know that you're wayyy to active w those sports. we do understand, why would you said that we don't understand you? we never stop you for doing that, but. study comes first abbey :( we've try not to hurt your feelings, but.. i'm sorry to say, i can't stop pretending that i'm not even sad or disappointed for what you've did to me on the last monday. that was just so hurt :( saying like that towards me, but idk what's the reason you say that, till now i can't forget what have you said. it just hurts me a lot, but i'd never tell you that, i thought you were bad mood that time, so i'd rather keep my mouth shut. heyy, if you choose to leave me and kee, and don't wanna be friends w us, i think i can't stop you, if that's what you want :( we'll never stop you for doing that :( bye.

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